Saturday, March 30, 2019

The dark in me

Many times I had always thought about ending all because of this, because of that. Then I heard that movie quote that I thought was meant for me:


I’ve got to keep breathing because tomorrow the sun will rise, and who knows what the tide will bring


It was a game changer!
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Hello!


It's one of those days when I was putting my old photos in order and then, out of the blue, I was attacked by memories! Not fair Universe, I said. I mean, put me in a wheelchair, destroy my health and now you want tears?

Not supposed to end like this.
Thus the pre-blog text. When I was younger, I had crazy ideas about suicide and thank you, anybody, for listening and stopping me for going through with that. However, I feel I am wasting space and air. But then again, I do not know hat the future holds and therefore must be content with whatever leftover remain in my table.


Hey, happy April.


Take care folks!

Thursday, March 28, 2019

Show me where it hurts.

Hello!


Last days of March and we are in full Spring mode!


So what have I been up to?


Well, I have taken an active part in a FB private group where we share sex stories….. Okay, no. It’s a group where people try and get help for whatever moral issue they are going through. Seeing what I went through, I think I have the skills to help others feel positive again. I try to help them by sharing positive memes, quotes or jokes to make them feel better at least only for a while.

Today, I am taking a break to write to you guys….


Aaaand, seeing that I can go out now, I will surely stumble onto an interesting folktale.

In the meantime, have yourself a great April full of fun. I know I will…



Till next month folks.


Keep your eyes on the stars, maybe you’ll see me there...

Friday, March 1, 2019

The Bhagavad Gita post....

Hello!


Boy, February is gone! This year is passing fast, Spring is here; fuck.



How was my February? Nonchalant, borderline boring. Last time I went out was February 2nd to celebrate the birthday of my nephew, my wheelchair fucked again and a couple of technicians came to repair it; can’t wait for my new chair….


And today? MARCH!!!


It is a sunny day, cold, anxious in welcoming back spring in 20 days; 20! Although I was secluded to my home all this time, I felt winter flew by so fast it’s not even funny! And what am I doing now, um?

Bhagavad Gita! is a 700-verse Sanskrit scripture that is part of the Hindu epic Mahabharata (chapters 23–40 of Bhishma Parva).

Why? Why not!? If Oppenheimer read it and quoted it as the first human Atomic bomb went off…

Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds


20 days people, 20 days!!!


Take care folks!