Hello!
Good morning to you or good afternoon!
I don't know if this is today that I feel like this or if this was created by yesterday's events.
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| Puberty's bitch |
I feel on the downside today, I know it's all in my head and that there's really nothing I can do, so I have to adjust to living with this. The usual suspect come to mind, MS, my girls, my inability to do stuff on my own, the feeling of being alone. I will not go into details of what happened yesterday that drives me this morning, I know it's silly, I know everybody has their own thing to cope with but hey, I got a blog! If you have something to bitch about get a blog and start bitching. As I said at the beginning of my blog, or in the middle part or somewhere in between, this blog is the solution I discovered to spit out my poison. Everyday I write something on it, I feel better afterwards. This is a good therapy and it doesn't cost me a penny, heck I'm in Canada I don't pay for psychologists -or I don't know if you have to pay-. But back to my moodiness this morning, I think a lot has to do with my inability to perform acts on my own, pick up something that I dropped, don't drop stuff, eat properly on my own, go to the bathroom when I want to, for crying out loud have a normal life where I get up early in the morning like I used to do and go to work! No, everything that I do now has to be calculated with the outmost precision so that the results can be positive, like having breakfast for example; this morning was one of my favorite dish but to eat it I had to pay extra attention or I could have had all the food fall down. I know, I should count my blessings because I can still do some stuff on my own, how about I counted the blessings if I didn't have this stupid illness that forbids me from interacting in life?
Note that this post is being written prior to my bath so I'm in a crappy mood still, who knows what the bath will do to my morale. I hear water is good for the soul...
Take care yourself folks!
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