Running the rat race

Hello!


How are we today?


Why am I in this rat race?


Today the rat race was real close to me, I have to take meditation or something like that to avoid having this race affect my nervous system. Let me be clear first, I don't participate in it, it's my wife that has to do all the pushing and shoving with the girls, all I can do is listen from down here. I hear her yelling left and right because both girls have their own little quirks. One likes to take long/warm showers, at the end of her shower session there's practically no hot water left for anybody else and this is the one who the dermatologists warn her that her showers shouldn't take more than 10 minutes because she suffers from dry skin. The other one lives in her own little world, time has no hold on her, 10 minutes before the taxi comes for her to take her to school she playing with her rat, okay hamster. What am I doing? There's nothing I can do, this is what frustrates me that I could be pushing and shoving myself, getting one off the shower and the other one down for breakfast! No, I just have to take it in and listen to screaming coming from both parts, it's insane!! At the end of it all it usually all works out but my mind is racing 10 miles a second. I wonder if I was like that when I was a teenage?


I think meditation would help me understand that this is not part of me, this is another world where all I can do is watch the action and hope that it turns out okay...


Take care yourself people!