You know it was scary when I spoke with her, she basically said that once these modifications are done usually people tend to stay there until, how should I put this? Until the stuff is no longer needed, in other words until I kick the mega-bucket. Scary isn't it?! Life goes by so fast, it's not even funny. I guess that you guys don't see time because you are active members of society, but I'm not. You don't see time when you're in up to your head with delays, cancellations, modifications, firings/hirings, everyday stuff. In my case I really am sitting, watching and waiting, I see second by second. Before I was in the middle of things, I would feel like I was useful to society in some way. Nowdays everything is hidden away from me, I don't have any stress whatsoever and if I do somebody's taking care of it: "let's not stress Mr. Guzman..."
So basically I was told that if I was going to make these changes here, in general, it means that this is the place where I'm going to be living until I die, although the law states that I can move after five years. I don't know, it didn't sit well with me. I saw my life pass me by, the girls grown up, the car paid off, my dog dead, my oh my does time fly when you're having fun...
Take care people see you tomorrow!
PS I still want the exit through the front door and not through the patio CLSC lady!
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