It's all in your head

Hello!


Fri___day! Or Saturday depending where ever you are.


So what's on my mind today? I'll tell you what's on my mind today, me myself and I!


- "WTF? What are you talking about Chuck?!"


I'm kind of in a gloomy mood today. Why? I don't know maybe because the weekend's here and there's not much I will do? But then again I think of what it was like when I was able to walk and my weekends were not exactly thrilling either. I think that now that I'm on this chair I have a tendency of wanting to do stuff that I see people doing on TV. What do you know publicity really does work. But I think there's more to this stupid illness, last couple of days I've been having a lot of spasms and today my right leg is hurting like there's no tomorrow.


Did I tell you what I tried to do last night? Well old Chuck here thought that MS was a thing of mind over matter so he was planning on sitting down on the bed. That didn't go well thank God my daughter was there to rectify the Situation. What exactly happened you ask, I'll tell you what.


I was lying on my bed when suddenly I said to myself: "you don't really have this you know. Just turn sideways and push yourself up to sit straight on the bed"

I was never the sharpest tool in the shed! So I've turned sideways and somehow got my feet off the bed, then I started to push my body up and I suddenly I found myself sliding away towards the floor and not being able to get up. My daughter came in just at the right second yelling at me what the F I was doing. I told her it was a spasm and I was glad to see her. She grabbed my feet and put them back in the bed, I've then push myself slowly to the top of the bed but my escape plan had been foiled by reality.



I think that a combination of lack of sleep, wondering mind and reality have made my day today. Not much to talk at, my brain is working overtime wondering what the future holds for me. But to end this post on a positive note, Sunday I will be going over to celebrate my nieces birthday at a restaurant for brunch and then I will be attending the closing ceremonies of the Six Flags park.


Any hoot, have a nice weekend people!