Awkward moments

Hello!



Hello people of the earth!



Sorry I'm late, it was the monthly visit from the nurse and once again I had to get naked. When I was young and single this was a dream getting naked in front of a woman now I have dropped my trousers so many times it's not even funny. The visits lasts about half an hour and it always ends up with the usual "call me if you need anything". It sounds like we had a date, a one night stand and she's letting me know that I can call her again if I want to get naked. What's worst I'm naked with my wife standing in front of me and her, I feel we should have a threesome or something. You know play doctors and nurses, I used to do this when I was younger. I also used to play cops and robbers, the breathalyzer test, the judge versus you and many other fun games. Nevertheless I feel like I'm being use, like getting naked is a natural thing and I should be used to this by now. But I don't feel that way, call me old-fashioned but I believe that getting naked should only be done with the woman or man you plan to have a moment with.

At this point while my body is doing one thing and my brain is thinking something else we are talking like everything is fine and dandy. It's not! Women, you have a naked man in front of you! Man, this woman is playing with your we-we. There is something really really wrong with this picture, at this point I can really say it's not you it's me. I'm really thankful for every service I get from the CLSC (local clinic) but I'm not used to this. I must control the male in me every time someone asks me to get naked. How would you feel if someone walks into your room and asks you to get naked? My point exactly!


Besides that everything is going hunky-dory. I have a very mellow life, I think my biggest highlights is when I go out to the movies or somewhere. I know that if I get worse there's nothing that can be done about it and if I get better it's probably a remission and I would likely fall back to where I was or perhaps worse.


Thank you everybody for providing me with services that make my life easier but asking me to be naked is just something that doesn't sit right with me yet.


Have a wonderful day people...