Hello!
Yeah did the search thing for family info and then stopped
because it’s getting hard to look for people that for “xyz” reason wanted to
hide their existence or are unmentionables today! I mean, I know that part of
my mom’s family comes from a shady background but after 100 years, seriously?? My great-great-grandmother used to tell my
great-grandmother “…que tonta m’hija! Un hombre para cada hijo.” (You’re so
dumb, one man for every child)… Okay, I have come to the conclusion that my great-grandmother
lived in that very infamous “Cueshte” environment and that my grandmother
escaped it by getting pregnant/married with a man that came from a complete different
background …. BTW, I am advancing this theory because my great-grandmother had
5 kids with a man she never married (They are both listed as singles in their
death certificates). Also, I know for a fact that my great-great grandmother
had 2 kids with a rich man by the name of Manuel Aguirre and another child with
someone else…. I really don’t care! I embrace them all; it’s my past and not me…
I know who I am; I am not a whore, not a saint, not a killer!! And as per my
genealogy pool, I could have gone easily in those directions….This is the path I
am taking with my future generations, my kids, my nieces and nephews, everyone
that is interested will know where I emanate from and how I got here; and in a
100 years from now, no one will give a flying fuck about Carlos Guzman’s life…..
Take care folks!
PS I feel gooood.....
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