Not easy playing my part

Hello!


How goes it?


I think I owe you, some of you, an elaboration on the why I put that comment on Facebook. Just as a quick note to everybody else, yesterday on Facebook I put the mention "why???". Here's the story folks, yesterday I was feeling down,  hearing music and seeing old pictures when I used to walk make me sad. Yes even Super Chuck gets an off day once in a while and yesterday was one of those days. What I'd put on Facebook was part of my "OCD" routine. When my wife or my daughter put me in  bed and after everybody leaves my room for the night,  I usually say a holy father and Hail Mary, these are the prayers that I was raised with, and for the last 3 years or so at the end of my prayers I will actually ask the question "why???", then I'll go about seeing TV and eventually dozing off. Yesterday I put this word on Facebook because the level of distress was a doozy and I had to put something somewhere where people would see it and those close to me would perhaps understand the reason behind it.

I admit that I get sad once in a while, that I cry like a little boy, but I'm glad that these crisis are few and far apart and that they happen when I'm alone, I like to keep the appearance of a strong front towards my girls and people.

But today is another day and super Chuck is back with his cold stonefaced and his undiminished positivism that makes him believe that one day he will stand up and walk about.


I also learned that you should never ever