Hello!
Last Monday of May, feel time is flying fast and I am not
going anywhere with these modifications that never happen. I have left messages
to my occupational therapist regarding the new quote that the government wants
and she hasn’t called me back…Somebody tell me something!!! Obviously you have to be in the shoes of
somebody to see what they are going through! I’ve been stuck inside this place
for 3 years plus the 2 other ones I spent when I was at the other place; it’s
like so close and yet so far! Argh!! I feel useless, my brain still works…sort
of…and I feel I could do more but I can’t!! Did you know that everyday I visit the MS Society of Canada just to see if there's something new, a cure perhaps or a stupid treatment that would make me feel the touch of my daughters?? You wanna know how I feel? The
below text is part of my reflections on this stupid illness….
I cannot move, but my
mind is running.
I cannot talk, but my
soul is screaming.
I cannot feel, yet my
heart is broken…
This is what MS is to me, this is what I think day in, day
out!! Is not only physical but it’s a mental thing that I must endure
everyday, if it wasn’t for sleep I would probably go nuts…. Any hoots, I know
this is my life and even though I didn’t ask for it to be this way I have to
live it, endure it…
Take care folks!!
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