Hello!
Good day people of the world…
Another crappy day here in my neck of the woods….Freaking freezing rain! It’s a nightmare out there, people and cars are slip sliding away… I’m pretty sure that I would too in my wheelchair…
So today my oldest girl will go and take some passport pictures for her visa request to go to China and she has an appointment to get her vaccines on February 28. After this she will only have 24 more days before she begins her China trip. (fucking mother)…. I have to stop because my bath people are here… See you after the bath break…nah, not hem…
Ok..back to my blog…
On a completely new direction, I got a call from my ex-doctor out of the blues…He is another person that suffers from MS but he is in an advance stage…scary advance stage! I have been following his progress from afar as I don’t like to see my potential future…it’s scares me. Side tracking sorry…So he called and he wanted to say “hi” and informed me that what he was going through was beautiful and he gave thanks to God for allowing him the grace to go through it……!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......WTF???!!! I didn’t get him, if I was like he is I would be praying somebody to help me get out of the hole I am in! I wouldn’t be thanking them for shoving me into oblivion! But what’s wrong with him, you ask? Well his MS is so advanced, compare to mine, that he can’t swallow food, liquids,, freaking air….the basic necessities to live…so about 3 weeks ago he was rushed to the ER where they proceeded to do a tracheotomy so that he could breathe again and when he called he told me that he had 2 machines attached to his body: One to help him breathe and the other to feed him and hydrate him…Mother_Fer!@#!! This is what MS does to you??!!! And the guy is not even 60 yet!! I got scared real fast, even my youngest one saw the change in my face and asked me what was wrong…I was blunt about the whole situation and told her everything….
I hate MS!
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