I know shit happens, but this?

Hello!

They say that when it rains it pours.

I have been listening to Michael Bolton SINCE YESTERDAY! Quietly I may add..

“I could hardly believe it

When I heard the news today

I had to come and get it straight from you

They said you were leavin'

Someone's swept your heart away….Tell me how am supposed to live without you

Now that I've been lovin' you so long….”

She must have read the blog, she must have had enough. If I could only stop her, make her realize that what we have is real. She wasn't the best person but then again who is. She tolerated me, that’s what counts.. If you can read my blog: Stay, please stay. My life won’t be the same. I promise I will delete my blog and become a better person. I guess you don’t care about me, you found something better, you found someone else. When she talked to me, was she lying all this time? We've been together forever; I confided on her stuff that no one else knows. I was so used to her I stopped counting the years we were a pair. What now?! I’m too old for this shit, now I am alone. I want the world to know that no one will ever take her place; if you’re listening, please know that if you change your mind I will be right here where you left me.

….wonder who my new nurse will be???….

“…How am I supposed to carry on

When all that I've been livin' for is gone…”