Wednesday, September 4, 2019

Time Warp again!

Hello there!


Happy September people…


So what is new with me? Solo flying people, SOLO!

My girls, their grandmother, and their mom, everybody a la chingada! It was scheduled, and this is the first step to independence for them and their mother called me this morning to confirm. Apparently;y, their mother said that they are taking care of their own individual shit; they don’t care about anyone else problems. I told her that from there is just a stepping stone to “Adios folks”! She sadly agreed. Me? You have to understand, when my ex and I split up she was kind enough to leave me the girls, so I am used to this loneliness; she’s not.

It is a new era in my life and I am super excited as this is only the beginning; Kirkland is next!

Take care Fam….


PS Love you all!

Monday, August 19, 2019

KMN please....argh....

Hello!


Glad to see you all…

How am I doing?


Well, I have become, for some sick reason, popular on FB. In the space of a weekend, I went from 67 friends to 2000! How is still a mystery to me...I thought they were from the group of rejects I belong to but no, those guys know my name; these one are always “what’s your name?” “Where are you from?” “Are you single?” Gets boring, I got 20 chat tabs going on and I don’t really talk to them because they are all not there for me… I got tired of a lady last night and when she asked me where I was from I told her Mexico and she immediately said it was too far...bitch, Canada and Mexico are neighbours of the USA ...geography! Another day I had had it with a Mormon and I told her that I was from Earth...sigh… And when I cut them off by telling them I got to go and buy groceries, they all want me to buy them an Itune card or for the classy ladies: Amazon card. Seriously?? We just met, I don’t know you and you don’t even ask politely “could you, would you, please” seriously.. There is also the sad case when they immediately ask you out because you are the love of their life...bitch, you don’t even know my name…


Sigh...sigh...sigh…


Maybe I’m the problem….


Have a great end of August...

Thursday, July 11, 2019

That forgetting, embellishing, lying machine...

Hello!


I know 2nd post this week...are you dying?


Well, it’s raining and I feel emotional...maybe since I joined the group has made me soft and an emotional fruitcake. I cannot bear this feeling, I am at a loss of words. I want to interact with the group, but I have to force myself and they need cheering up. How are you guys? Me, I feel trapped!


I don’t know if like I want to scream, cry, kill myself….everything bad, I am feeling it today. I mean, it’s this life? Just breath and roll around like an ant? Yeah my brother is right I was given a rotten hand and it sucks! Freaking Universe had given me a normal life and “BOOM!” takes it all away from me. I should have never survived my death!

Thanks for listening...